Been looking at this sight and while it is encouraging that Im not alone in my struggle... it is very depressing to know what the world has come to now. I have even tried calling local tv stations and been hung up on when I threaten to kill myself or others just to get any attention to my struggle. I was hoping to find help here but then I realized, there is just not a lot of help for us because if someone did finally doing something, there would be so many people coming for help they would not be able to help all... so WOW!! At this point I just feel like I should stop fighting so hard for answers and just live out my life and as the joke goes... "Die Quietly", squeezing in as many good memories before I go. Good Luck and Much Love to all on this site... too bad there are more people in need of help than the ones willing to help. What a World! What a World! What a World!